I work
I sweat
I try
Someone else gets the result
I claw
I struggle
I rise
Someone else gets the break
I fall
I cry
I try again
Someone else gets the raise
Why?
I work hard
I don't quit
I'm not easy come
Nor easy go
Why can't I get the break?
When will it be my turn
Or have I been
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I struggle
I yearn
I ask
Someone else gets answers
I pray
I see
I hear
Someone else is getting it again
Dark clouds
Over me
S
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g
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I breath in
I let it out
I exist
Someone else lives
C
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?
Why?
When?
Why not?
Someone else gets it again
Crushed.
Why not me?
Are you okay? Don't kill me for asking, but have you thought about seeing a psychologist? No, I don't think your crazy, or mental, or any other disparaging thing. But I wish I could help you and I really don't know how to, and I wonder if talking to someone who does know how to help would be beneficial. I really am getting nervous. You're not thinking of hurting yourself again, are you?
ReplyDeleteI have thought about it. Can't disclose too much information online, but thank you for your concern, =D
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